CeeKayCee

Verse 1
Theirs alot damn emotions that are runnin thu my mind
And locked up in my studio tryna come up with rhymes
To express all this stress that is built up on my shoulders
I’m losin alot of sleep, I’m gettin colder
My vision on my life is so distant an blurry
Everyday up on this grind, always in a hurry
Tryna figure out what the hell is going on in this world
I’m rippin out my hair screaming out fuck the world
What’s the point, what’s my purpose
That’s my daily questions in my life, do I deserve this
Was I that bad of a kid, sure I made some mistakes
But I’m doing what I can to correct my mistakes
I take one step forward, then 2 steps back
It’s like the devils on my back, making sure that I snap
I really need some sleep, started counting sheep
But I end up missing one cuz my alarm clock beeped

Verse 2
I’m da family fuck up thats just how I feel
Ppl say it’s non sense, but to me it’s real
I could of been a better son, I could of been a better brother
Coulda woulda shoulda man I’m sorry to my mother
And father and my sister I’ve let you guys down
Always stressing you guys out while I was out on da town
Getting fucked up, losing brain cells, killing my liver
But when it came to school I just couldn’t deliver
And I’m sorry to my grandparents, see I’m da oldest
I’m smart not dumb, but I wasn’t the boldest
A rebel without a cause, for no reason at all
I just depended on my friends more, they made me feel tall
I was selfish and stupid, I was blind too see the truth
That I fucked my own life and I blame it all on you
I really need some sleep, started counting sheep
But I end up missing one cuz my alarm clock beeped

Verse 3
Friends come and go, that’s a lesson learned
But when they tend to leave, they just leave a certain burn
Cuz I put alot of trust and I put alot of faith
Some of them were real, but some of them are fake
And I’m blessed with the friends that are still here that have my back
When I make it wit music, ima pay you back
Cuz I can’t stress it enough, I have no trust
Too many snakes in this world, I’ve had enough
Yeah I’m tired of the bullshit
Been backstabbed so many times, it’s bullshit, I’m sick of it
I’m done with this, no lookin back, I’ll see you jack, I’m outta here
Cuz it’s the same fucking thing almost every year
I’m getting old, more bold, my attitude is getting cold
middle fingers up, gotta keep then on hold
I really need some sleep, started counting sheep
But I end up missing one cuz my alarm clock beeped

flashinglightsandecstasy:

realcertified:

loveandboho:

chloeaulait:

HALEY GET YOUR ASS BACK HOME BECAUSE YOUR DAD IS MAKING ME CRY

wow this is powerful… hopefully she’s been found :(

HAND CLAP for the great dads out there that care!

omg I really hope someone finds her. :( <3

I pray someone finds her, for her father

(Source: retires)